Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Taylor Swift

Invisible

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile
She never noticed how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wanting you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, yeah

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
But she's never gonna see the light, no matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just want show you, she don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
And you just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible

Like shadows in the faded light, oh, we're invisible
I just wanna open your eyes and make you realize

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you
Baby, let me love you, let me want you
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful, miracle, unbelievable
Instead of just invisible, oh, yeah

She can't see the way your eyes will light up when you smile

Taylor Swift

Teardrops On My Guitar..

Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

Drew talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's just so funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

Drew walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight

'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
Drew looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see

Taylor Swift

If I Fell In Love With You

if i fell in luv with you

would you promise to be true

and help me understand

coz i've been in luv before

and i've found that luv was more

than just holding hand

if i give my heart to you

i must be sure

from the very start

that you would luv me

more than hurt

if i trust in you

oh please

don't run and hide

if i luv you too

oh please

don't hurt my heart

coz i couldn't stand

the pain and i

would be sad

if i knew luv

was in vain

so i hope you see

that i

would luv to luv u

the beatles

Takaful

Salam wth. Morning!
Owh, Takaful. I'm so scared right now. Feels like butterfly in my stomach... I'm scared if I can't answer what will the audiences ask me where does the money go in Takaful? Thinking about this makes my eyes stand guard for a whole night.. Aiiiyyyooo!!! :(

Aku la tu,
Ami~xoxo

Pray

I knelt to pray but not for long,

I had too much to do.

I had to hurry and get to work

For bills would soon be due.

So I knelt and said a hurried prayer,

And jumped up off my knees.

My Muslim duty was now done

My soul could rest at ease.

All day long I had no time

To spread a word of cheer.

No time to speak of Allah to friends,

They'd laugh at me I'd fear.

No time, no time, too much to do,

That was my constant cry,

No time to give to souls in need

But at last the time, the time to die.

I went before the Lord,

I came, I stood with downcast eyes.

For in his hands God held a book;

It was the book of life.

God looked into his book and said

"Your name I cannot find.

I once was going to write it down...

But never found the time"

Islamic Poems

Jangan Ambil Kerja Tuhan

dosa dia dengan tuhan

biar dia selesai dengan tuhan

kita simpan malu orang

malu kita tuhan simpan

-abdullahjones-

Back To December

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smiles.
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is in your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time

Aku,
Ami~xoxo

Learn To Let Go

Learn To Let Go

by allinspiration.com

Are you bothered by something which has haunted you for a long long time? Do you wish things had turned out differently, or feel you could have handled things better? Are you still sore about it?

First and foremost, you got to realise that what's done is done. It's over, and unless someone invents a time machine, there's probably nothing much you can do to change the past. It's confined to history.

If you allow yourself to be constantly dragged down by it, you will find that you are carrying a very heavy burden. With such a large baggage, it is difficult to live life to the fullest.

If you allow yourself to be greatly affected by it, you might find yourself overcome with anger, bitterness and frustration. These negative emotions are going to lower the quality of your life.

Learn to let go. Let the past be a lesson, an experience to make you stronger. If you can, avoid the same mistakes. But don't let it become a burden to you.

*Letting something go is the best way to make me happy again. Lillahi Ta'ala.. :)

Aku,

Ami~xoxo

Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone...

* This song is for someone that had tore my heart into apart. I hope he will realise one day what is the truly meaning of honesty. Honesty is the best policy, I'm already gone...


Breathe in mud,
Ami~xoxo

Five Rules To Be Happy..

Five rules to be happy.

1. Free your heart from hatred.


2. Free your mind from worries.


3. Live simply


4. Give more.


5. Expect less.

Jadi, sentiasalah bersangka baik. "Apapun yang terjadi, berjalanlah tanpa henti". 


~Melawan Kesepian-Siti Nurhaliza :)

Aku la tu,


Ami~xoxo

Just Love

God came to my house and asked for charity.

And I fell on my knees and

cried, “Beloved,

what may I

give?”

“Just love,” He said.

“Just love”

Aku,

Ami~xoxo

My Activities So Far..

Salam wth..
This time I want to share about my coming shows which will be held on 26th March and 27th March. Both of them are for the dinners. On 26th I still haven't decide which songs I would sing and on the next day I am going to sing 'Because You Loved Me and Big Girls Don't Cry' at Dewan Muadzam Shah, UUM. Layan.. Everyone ask me to sing in their ceremony. Luckily they didn't ask me to act or making some jokes in front of the audiences coz I'm not good enough in those areas. Hehehehe.. And for now, I'm also busy with my paperworks, assignments, bla, bla, bla.. So hectic! As bz as a bee.. Maybe more than a bee I think! You know what, sometimes I broke the rules and not keep my words for attending their party or something else coz honestly I didn't have much time on me myself as well. I really miss my bed, my pillows, my mum's kain batik which I always use to hug and smell before I go to sleep. (Miss my mum already! Sigh..) Jahat kan? I just want to be in my cocoon for a while. I love to be alone, try to ponder what I've done so far in my life, motivate myself if something makes me down or depress and so on. I don't why I really love to think out of the box. And sometimes, if my mood terlebih rajin datang, I'll make songs, lyrics and somtimes poems. I am an artistics girl. Hehehehee.. Tu yang jiwang je memanjang.. Aiiyooo, I miss my novels la.. Didn't have much time to spend time with them. Mesti buku2 tu dh mrajuk dgn sya. Huhuhu.. Okay la. got to go now. I want to take a bath coz' I have to make up my friends for their party. They ask me favours. I don't know whether I can make them beautiful like a princess in a fairy tales. Hopefully so.. Ta ta for now. Before that, enjoy the lyrics that I'm gonna sing this coming 27th. Ciao!

Because You Loved Me

For all those times you stood by me 

For all the truth that you made me see 

For all the joy you brought to my life 

For all the wrong that you made right 

For every dream you made come true 

For all the love I found in you 

I'll be forever thankful baby 

You're the one who held me up 

Never let me fall 

You're the one who saw me through through it all 

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak 

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me 

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'coz you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

You gave me wings and made me fly 

You touched my hand I could touch the sky 

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me 

You said no star was out of reach 

You stood by me and I stood tall 

I had your love I had it all 

I'm grateful for each day you gave me 

Maybe I don't know that much 

But I know this much is true 

I was blessed because I was loved by you 

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak 

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me 

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'coz you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

You were always there for me 

The tender wind that carried me 

A light in the dark shining your love into my life 

You've been my inspiration 

Through the lies you were the truth 

My world is a better place because of you 

You were my strength when I was weak 

You were my voice when I couldn't speak 

You were my eyes when I couldn't see 

You saw the best there was in me 

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach 

You gave me faith 'coz you believed 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

I'm everything I am 

Because you loved me 

Big Girls Don't Cry

The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection, baby
To be with myself and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

The path that I'm walkin', I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairy tales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry

Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and Uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine
Valentine

Yes, you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers
And share our secret worlds

But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself, and center
Clarity, peace, serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry

Love,

Ami~xoxo

Life...

Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness,

laugh when you can,

apologise when you should,

let go of what you can't change,

love deeply and forgive quickly,

take chances,

give everything,

have no regrets,

life too short to be unhappy,

you have to take the good with the bad,

smile when you are sad,

love what you got,

and always remember,

what you have,

never forget to learn from your mistakes,

but never regret..

~nkchai

NkChai

aku,

Ami~xoxo

Menyesal

Salam wth.. 
How should I start ye? Mengenai lagu ni, Menyesal yg dinyanyikan oleh Sixth Sense, 1st time aku msa layan cite Asmara kt TV3, terus aku suka. Sedddddaaaappp!! Lirik dia sungguh menyentuh perasaan aku. Mulanya aku just suka2 nyanyi, xsangka lagu ni macam nk terkena kt aku. Bila aku dengar lagu ni, macam ia motivate aku untuk teruskan hidup aku macam biasa.. Lagu ni kiranya one of the things that helps me myself to booster my spirits again after what happened on me this month. Aku anggap bulan ni ialah bulan dugaan aku. Macam2 jadi kt aku bulan ni. It takes time for me to adapt n accept those situations in this short period.. Sabo je la byk2.. Alhamdulillah.. Allah Maha Penyayang. Dia kurniakan aku satu kekuatan yg bg aku orang lain xmampu nk tanggung mcmn aku tanggung skrg.. Aku rasa berbangga di sisi Allah SWT. Tentang lagu ni, aku harap dia menyesal. Tu je.. Nah! ni lirik lagu Menyesal, khas buat korang2 seme.. Selamat membaca n hayati lirik ni.. ^_^

Menyesal~Sixth Sense

Tak pernah ku fahami ertimu padaku

Tak pernah ku mengerti hadirmu untukku

Rasa yang pernah kau bagi

Cinta yang telah kau beri

Setelah ku terjatuh baru ku sedari

Betapa kau kekasih hingga hujung hati

Rasa yang setia menanti

Cinta yang tak akan pergi

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu

Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku

Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu

Kerna hanya dirimu sambut cinta

Penawar peritku

Hanya dirimu

Tulus cintaku

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu

Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku

Menyesal ku akui tak terima cintamu

Dan kini engkau pergi meninggalkan hidupku

Terlambat ku akui berertinya dirimu

Kerna hanya dirimu

Sanggup cinta penawar peritku

Sanggup cinta pengusap tangisku

Aku,
Ami~xoxo