Monday, February 21, 2011

Best Moments In Life

To fall in love.
To laugh until it hurts your stomach.
To find mails by the thousands when you return of the vacations.
To manage for a vacation at some pretty place.
To listen to your favorite song in the radio.
To go to bed and to listen while it rains out.
To leave the shower and find that the towel is warm.
To clear your last exam.
To receive a call from someone, you don't see a lot, but you want to.
A good conversation.
To find money in a pant that you didn't use last year.
To laugh at oneself.
Calls at the midnight that last for hours.
To laugh without reasons.
To hear accidentally that somebody says something good of you.
To wake up and realize it is still possible to sleep a couple of hours.
To hear a song that makes you remember a special reason.
To be part of a team.
The first kiss.
To make new friends.
To feel butterflies in the stomach every time that you see that person.
To pass a while with your best friends.
To see people that you like, feeling happy.
To use a sweater of the person that you like.
See an old friend again and to feel that the things didn't change.
To look at an evening.
To have somebody that tells you that he/she loves you... :)

Friend Is A Treasure

A friend is someone we turn to
When our spirits need a lift,
A friend is someone we treasure
For our friendship is a gift,
A friend is someone who fills our lives
With beauty, joy, and grace
And makes the world we live in
A better and happier place.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Cinta Sejati


Apakah cinta sejati?
Ketika kau mampu melihat Dia, kemanapun wajahmu memandang, saat itulah kau akan memancarkan cinta sejati kepada alam semesta. Cintamu tidak terikat dan terfokus pada yang kau pegang. Cintamu tak tertipu oleh baju filosofi, agama, istri, dan harta benda yang kau cintai. Cintamu langsung melihat titik pusat dari segala filosofi, agama, istri, dan harta benda, dimana Dia berada di titik pusat itu. Cintamu langsung melihat Dia.
Dan hanya Dia yang mampu memandang Dia. Maka, dalam dirimu hanya ada Dia, hanya ada pancaran cahayaNya. Dirimu harus seperti bunga mawar yang merekah. Karena hanya saat mawar merekah lah akan tampak keindahan di dalamnya, dan tersebar bau wangi ke sekitarnya. Mawar yang tertutup, yang masih kuncup, ibarat cahaya yang masih tertutup oleh lapisan-lapisan jiwa. Apalagi mawar yang masih berupa batang, semakin jauh dari terpancarnya cahaya. Bukalah hatimu, mekarkan mawarmu.
Hanya jiwa yang telah berserah diri saja lah yang akan memancarkan cahayaNya. Sedangkan jiwa yang masih terlalu erat memegang segala yang dicintainya, akan menutup cahaya itu dengan berhala filosofi, agama, istri, dan harta benda. Lihat kembali, akan pengakuanmu bahwa kau telah berserah diri. Lihat baik-baik, teliti dengan seksama, apakah pengakuan itu hanya pengakuan sepihak darimu? Apakah Dia membenarkan pengakuanmu? Ketika kau kata “Allahu Akbar,” apakah kau benar-benar sudah mampu melihat keakbaran Dia dalam setiap yang kau lihat? Jika kau masih erat mencintai berhala-berhalamu, maka sesungguhnya jalanmu menuju ke-berserahdiri-an masih panjang. Jalanmu menuju keber-Islam-an masih di depan. Kau masih harus membuka kebun bunga mawar yang terkunci rapat dalam hatimu. Dan hanya Dia-lah yang memegang kunci kebun itu. Mintalah kepadaNya untuk membukanya. Lalu, masuklah ke dalam taman mawarmu. Bersihkan rumput-rumput liar di sana, gemburkan tanah, sirami batang mawar, halau jauh-jauh ulat yang memakan daunnya. Kemudian, bersabarlah, bersyukurlah, dan bertawakkallah. InsyaAllah, suatu saat, jika kau melakukan ini semua, mawar itu akan berbunga, lalu merekah menyebarkan bau harum ke penjuru istana.
Semoga Allah membimbingmu.





M. R. Bawa Muhaiyaddeen

Dear God

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there, back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again

Well, some search never finding a way
Before long they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold when hope begins to fade

A lonely road crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find

Dear God, the only thing I ask of You
Is to hold her when I'm not around, when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her and now I wish I'd stayed
Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired, I'm missing you again, oh no, once again




miss him so much! :(

Homeless Heart

Lonesome stranger
With a crowd around you
I see who you are

You joke, they laugh
Til the show is over
Then you fall so hard

If you're needing
A soul-to-soul connection
I'll run to your side

When you're lost in the dark
When you're out in the cold
When you're looking for something that resembles your soul
When the wind blows your house of cards
I'll be a home to your homeless heart

Open close me
Leave your secrets with me
I can ease your pain

And my arms will be
Just like walls around you
Come in from the rain

If you're running
In the wrong direction
I will lead you back

When you're lost in the dark
When you're out in the cold
When you're looking for something that resembles your soul
When the wind blows your house of cards
I'll be a home to your homeless heart

Broken
Shattered like a mirror
In a million pieces
Sooner or later
You've got to find
Something someone
To find you and save you

When you're lost in the dark
When you're out in the cold
When you're looking for something that resembles your soul
When the wind blows your house of cards
I'll be a home to your homeless heart

When you're looking for something that resembles your soul
When the wind blows your house of cards
I'll be a home to your homeless heart

I'll be a home to your homeless heart







Thursday, February 17, 2011

Selamat Malam

Biarkan berlalu
Semua kepedihanmu
Lelapkan matamu
Biarlahkan mimpi membawamu
Ke mana kau mahu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siang kan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Biarkan berlabuh tirai kisah semalam
Yang indah itu ada padamu
Dengan setiap impian dan harapan
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Kan ku menjadi arjuna dalam mimpi-mimpimu
Kan ku panah tepat ke jiwamu atas nama cintaku
Pari-pari ku utus bawa kau ke sini lagi
Terhapus semua air mata dengan senyuman
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
oooo…
Selamat malam sayang
Selamat malam kasih
Selamat malam sayang
oooo…
Tidurlah sayangku
Siangkan tiba bercahaya
Bermula baru semua untukmu
Selamat malam
Tidurlah sayangku 
                  Goodnite my dearest, Mr.R :)

Selawat Ke Atas Nabi Muhammad SAW

Innallaha wa malaikatahu yusholluna 'alannabi ya ayyuhalladzina amanu shollu 'alaihi wasallimu taslima. Artinya, Sesungguhnya Allah dan malaikat-malaikat-Nya bershalawat untuk Nabi. Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bersholawatlah kamu untuk Nabi dan ucapkanlah salam penghormatan kepadanya." (Q.S. al-Ahzab: 56).

Muhammad Saw by Davis Hartley

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Sungai Lui


Pejamkan matamu untukku

Dengarlah dunia berkata-kata
Usah kau ragu di sini tempatmu
Walau berubah di mata kita tetap indah
Selagi kau masih percaya

Ketawa kecewa terpisah

Jalan yang lurus kian berhalang
Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Ku harap ku masih percaya

Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan

Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Ku harap kau masih percaya

Buka matamu

Biar aku memelukmu
Kita bersama masih muda masih mentah
Ku harap kau masih percaya

Selama ini selama ini

Selama ini selama ini
Selama ini selama ini
Selama ini


                                                               Best giler!!!  nice song :)

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Tanda Tanya

Tanda Tanya
Sucikah putih
Hitamkah gelap?
Merahkah marah?
Bisukah diam?
Butakah pejam?
Hilangkah lenyap?
Sunyikah senyap?
Lukakah perih?
Tangiskah sedih?
Salahkah salah?
Benarkah benar?
Hidupkah hidup?
Matikah mati?
written by -khansanailah- in the year 2005

Sunday, February 13, 2011

The Climb

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there's a voice inside my head saying
"You'll never reach it"

Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I'm not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

'Cause there's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody's gonna have to lose

Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It's all about, it's all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa




My Only One

We had a fight last night

And I caught him mad

Makes me feel so sad

And I'm so ashamed


He's my only one

I give him all my love

Even though my mum says no

I just go on and on


No one's gonna take him away from me

Everyday and every night

I just wanna hold him tight

And make sure that everything stays right


And everyday and every night

To dream of him is my delight

And know that he'll stay with me all the way


Love of My Life

My dearest only, Mr. R
I luv him very much! :)

Saturday, February 12, 2011

Yang Terindah Hanyalah Sementara

Setinggi seluas gunung dan lautan
Sejuta harapan dipertaruhkan
Beronak berliku jalan kulalui
Selagi berupaya kuteruskan

Alangkah sukarnya memadam bayangan masa silam
Di dalam keberanian terusik jua perasaan
Tiada hentinya memanjang dan semoga jiwa ini terus tabah

Sesungguhnya saat yang terindah hanyalah sementara
Yang terpahat di dalam diri hanya kenangan dan nestapa

Tak rela kuturutkan hati
Menyesali apa yang terjadi
Andainya begitu suratan yang tertulis diazali

Biarlah walaupun kusepi
Sedih pedih dikhianati
Aku kan tetap terus mengorak langkah perjalanan ini

Friday, February 11, 2011

Bila anak n ayah bergabung..

Amal apis n ayah

My heroes..:)

My Queen, Prince n Princess.. :)
When Eid' Fitr two years ago..
Love them very much! :)
Mis them already..


Ami~xoxo


[HD]101022 2PM-I'll Be Back Live


Aku dan lagu..

Salam wth. It has been a long time since I didn't write about myself. Just posting the lyrics and some thoughts. I'm just following my mood. And my mood rajin has come back. Yey!!! :) sort of. Last night, I had arrived at my cocoon which is my greenery room around 9 am. ayyooo!! So late ma! But, it's okay. The main point is, I've safely arrived at uum. Alhamdulillah.. Then, jeng2... I saw my green bed. Miss my bed! Apalagi, it's bed time la!! Muahahaha.. Until the end of Asar.. Masya-Allah. Huhu. I can't sleep well when I was in the bus along the night journey. Layan. You know what, this coming 16th I have to sing two songs which are current songs for the Hari Pengasasan UUM. Huhu. The problem now is I don't know what kind of song I should bring on that night. Finding songs for my voice is tougher than answering the exam papers.. More than I expected. Sabar je la. Apapun, wish me all the best for this coming 16th. I have a butterfly in my stomach now. Headache and belly-ache, please go away from me.. :(

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

When Will I See You Again..

When will I see you again,
When will our hearts be together,
Are we in love or just friends,
Is this the beginning or is this the end?
When will I see you again,
When will I see you again...
Kisah kau dan aku...

Heaven Knows

He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes.
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know.

And though he's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on

So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love him,
You've gotta set him free
And if he returns in time
I'll know he's mine


But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let him go

Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know he's never there
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside
Why does it hurt me so?
Heaven knows... heaven knows.

Sofea Jane..

Kau ibarat permata di dalam hiasan kaca
Yang tak bisa disentuh
Namun hanya boleh dipandang
Ingin sekali ku sentuh
Ingin jua ku memiliki
Kau selalu membuat hatiku merasa berat
Dan kau yang selalu ada
Saat semua pergi
Bagaimana mungkin
Untuk kau mengerti
Kini telah ku sedari
Mimpiku tak bererti sendiri

Andai kau tahu
Apa yang ku mahu
Mahukan dirimu ‘tuk mendekatiku

Dan aku tak bisa memaksa dirimu
Walau dalam tidur
Ku kan menantimu hingga akhir nanti
Kau selalu membuat hatiku merasa berat
Dan kau yang selalu ada
Saat semua pergi
Bagaimana mungkin
Untuk kau mengerti
Kini telah ku sedari
Mimpiku tak bererti sendiri

Beautiful song..