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** This song was given by my fiancee. I luv u too dear. More than words.. :)

Ami~xoxo

Kebahagiaan Dalam Perpisahan

Tak perlu ucapkan sepatah kata

Kerna lantang terbaca dari muka

Kau dan daku sudah tiada

Keserasian di jiwa

Mungkin magisnya sudah hilang

Tak perlulah kita mencuba lagi

Betulkan kesilapan perhubungan ini

Bila setiap perbincangan

Menjadi perbalahan

Manakah agaknya cinta kasih

Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum

Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh

Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria

Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata

Semakin lama oh semakin rekah

Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita

Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Usah titis air mata kau tangiskan

Ku dah cukup menampung selautan

Begitu lama ku pendam

Tapi hanya berdiam

Kerna cuba menafi realiti

Embun pun takkan mampu menyubur sekuntum

Bunga yang layu pada musim luruh

Yang dulunya mekar di sinar suria

Bila sudah kering pasti akan gugur

Seperti cinta kita yang jelas ternyata

Semakin lama oh semakin rekah

Menimbulkan tanya apa mungkin kita

Temu kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Kebahagiaan dalam perpisahan

Shahir AF8

Now, I'm happy with someone who truly loves me.
Alhamdulillah..:)
Ami~xoxo

Tak Mungkin Kerana Sayang

Setiba di persimpangan,
Langkah kita tak lagi sehaluan
Bermula di saat itu
Tidak senada irama dan lagu

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

Kau telah jauh, jauh dariku
Tiada ruang di hati buatmu
Namun harusku akui
Ada ketika di minda kau menjelma kembali

Sekali segala ada
Ada rindu yang datang tiba2
Tak mungkin kerana sayang
Cuma terganggu oleh perasaan

Begitu hidup ini
Tiada yang abadi
Yang patah tumbuh
Yang hilang berganti

Alyah
Ami~xoxo

Chemistry Is In The Air..

In the middle of the night when I'm in this dream,
It's like a million little stars spelling out your name,
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together,
Come on, come on, oh..

In the middle of the night waking from this dream,
I wanna feel you by my side, standing next to me,
You gotta come on, come on, say that we'll be together,
Come on, come on, little taste of heaven...

~Untouchable

Miss him already.

Miss you dear,, sooo much!!

:(

Ajaran n Pemikiran Syekh Siti Jenar

Salam.

Bila kau masih menyembah dan memuji Tuhan dengan cara biasa, kau baru memiliki pengetahuan yang kurang sempurna. Jangan tersenyum seolah-olah kau sudah mengerti, bila kau belum mengetahui ilmu sejati. Itu semua hanya berupa tutur kata. Adapun kebenaran sejati ialah meninggalkan sembah dan pujian yang diungkapkan dengan kata-kata.

Sembah dan puji sempurna ialah tidak memandang lagi adanya Tuhan, serta mengenai adanya sendiri tidak lagi dipandang. Papan tulis dan tulisan sudah lebur, kualitas tak ada lagi. Adamu tak dapat diubah. Lalu apa yang masih mau dipandang. Tidak ada lagi sesuatu. Maklumilah.

~alang alang kumitir

Thought

Fall in love with someone who deserves your heart. 

Not someone who plays with it.


Salam wth. Seeing the thought above makes me ponder n realize that love is not finding the right person. It teaches us how to be much, much better from time to time. U know what, I've been fall in love twice n both of them were not right for me. Y do I say so? Because they were not serious with me. Just playing around with me actually. I'm just like a Barbie. GOSH! When they have got what they want, I mean, when they have found the true person for them, they left me with giving me some stupid reasons that I cannot accept. Lebih kurang cheat me la. The first one left me just like that. Disappear n left me behind. Until now, I still don't know the reason why he left me. While the 2nd one, he left me for other girl. He accepted me as his girlfriend because he was frustrated with other girl before me and left me after he found someone that could make him happy. In my opinion la.. The sad part is, they didn't being honest with me. I've told them many times, if they like someone after this, I'll back off n resign my title as their girlfriend. But of of them didn't listen. Hmmm.. Sometimes, I feel like I'm uniting people's love tau! WAHH!! Only God knows kan.. While I'm alone (single!) n continue my life as usual, suddenly something happened! Happened in my life. A climax episode u know. Someone has proposed me to be his wife. ALHAMDULILLAH.. At last! Then I accepted his proposal coz I've promised to myself, Allah n my parents if someone proposes me to be his wife, no matter who is he, then I'll accept him. I know Allah plans the best for me. N I'm totally depend n cling on Him now and forever, Insya-Allah.. N now, I'm so happy with that guy and Insya-Allah we will marry in this year, Insya-Allah, if Allah's will. :) Apapun, pray the best for both of us k? I hope he will be my home to my homeless heart.. Luv u abang!


Truly,
Ami~xoxo

Tentang Kau Zezee!

Salam wth.. 

This time I want to story about this guy,( yg kt bwh tu! Ala, yg ala2 mcm model tu. Ha! Tu la dia!) Dia yg mintak aku story psl dia kt entry kali ni. Okay la zezee, demi ko aku layankan jugak la. Kawan punye pasal kan.. Hmm, how to start ye? Beliau yg kacak lg hensem ni aku baru kenal dia awal tahun ni. Tu pun melalui cik Rose aku. Kalau x zezee, mmg smpai skrg aku x tegur ko beb! Aku kan pemalu orgnya, Uhuk2! Berbalik pd cite sblm ni, aku knl dia sejak aku ikot cik Rose join program apa ntah, lupo dh!Eh, tak2! Masa dia start tegur aku dlm fb sbb aku kot yg add dia. Tp msa tu mcm hambar ckit la.. Muahahhaha.. AHAA!! Program apa zezee? Waaaaaa!!! Aku dh hilang igtn.. OTAKKKK!! Knape ko buat aku mcm ni otak syg weyhh?? Emm, apa2 je la. Start situ la mula rapat kami org. Boleh la dikatakan rapat. Heheheheh. Dia sgt la okay orgnya. Sempoi, smart n yg plg aku suka skali ttg dia ialah bila dia btutur tu alamak!!! Lembut gua ckp sma lu! Bukan lembut mcm mak nyah weyhh! Mksud aku, dia sgt bersopan-santun bila berkata2. GENTLEMAN! Aku hampir2 nk cair beb! Tapi naseb baek la x cair mcm mentega. Muahaahahaha.. Tapi, apapun, zezee! U are not my taste k? N aku tau aku bukan taste ko. Heheehheehe.. Aku xterkesan pun la. Muahahaahahaha.. Tapi tau x, masa aku mula2 nmpk dia, (sem lepas la!) dia nmpk sgt sombong. Ckit pun xnk senyum kt aku. Okay, fine! Yela, mentang2 aku ni murah senyuman. Dengan seme org aku suka nk senyum. Hehehehe.. Tp aku jns x amik port sgt klau org x senyum kt aku. Yg pntg aku snyum kt org... Hehehe. Spnjg aku kwn dgn dia, dia mmg easy-going jgk. Klau aku ada mslh, aku cite kt dia. Nnti dia bg nasehat la. Yg pntg, COOLBLOG kan zezee?? 

Okay la, apapun it is nice to know you n having a friend just like u Mohd Azezee Abd Karim!

Thnaks for being my friend. Pasni jom coolblog! Muahahaha..

Zezee yg sengal!

**Zezee, aku dh xtau nk cite apa lg psl ko. Sori!!
Kang xpsl2 org kata aku syok kt ko pulak dh.

Yang mencarut lg mengarut,

Ami-xoxo

Fairytale

Fairytale

I believe in fairytale love
Two people lost in the ocean of
Each others souls
Passion found deep in their minds
Where they come to find out that
They want and need nothing more
Than the love they’ve already obtained
Every breath is for them and every
Heartbeat is like the drum solo
That your body plays to the music
Of each others smiles
I might just be hopelessly romantic
Coughing out words to describe
My love and my pain
Hoping someday to say what I feel
To steal the heart of another
Only to find they wanted me to have it anyway
But I’ve come to realize that
You can’t have romance by yourself
What I really am is romantically hopeless
I long to have love but deep down I know
I know that the picture perfect life
Doesn’t come to everyone
But still I believe
I’ll always believe

Ami~xoxo

Nyanyi Je Kejenya...

Dinner BRMI

Masa jadi back-up singer utk Konsert Simfoni Diraja UUM 2011

Aik?? Mane aku weyh? Xcantik gmbr ni tnpa aku. Hohoho!!

After concert. Lega beb! Alhamdulillah.
From left : Aery, Kak Nana, aku n Tok Yus.

Back up Ana Rafalli utk lagu Tolong Ingatkan Aku. Hehehe. Jgn mrh ha!

Bergambar dgn penyanyi utama UUM, Kak Sukena

With Datuk Johari Salleh, lecturer UKM n RTM pnye conductor 

Masa rehearsal Konsert Simfoni Diraja. Terkejar2 aku masa ni. Fuh!!

Berduet dgn Sohaimi Mior Hasan utk lagu Kalau Berpacaran. Jgn jeles k?  Hehehehe

2nd round with Kak Su

With Pak Zubir. Dia la yg jaga kitorg spnjg konsert tuh!

Gara2 gmbr ni, mcm2 cite dpt dihasilkan. Yela, muka msg2 xleh blah. Hehehe..

Nyanyi utk dinner BRMI

Nyanyi utk Anugerah Kerana Jasa 2011 di UUM. Sangatla teruk msa ni. I was not feeling well msa ni.

With En. Haris, Pegawai Kebudayaan UUM.

Ni la aktiviti aku sepanjang bulan April.
Penat. Tapi best sbb dpt gain experiences when being on stage.
Rasa self-confidence aku much2 better. :)
Apapun, layan....

Ami-xoxo

Tanda Allah Sayang Kita.. :)

Salam wth.
Kali ni aku nk share dgn korg psl tanda-tanda wanita dirahmati oleh Allah SWT. Nak tau kenapa aku pnye entry kali ni sentuh psl bab ni? Puncanya ialah tadi msa aku syok2 layan fb, tiba2 ada la seorang hamba Allah tu tegur aku dlm fb. Aku xkenal dia. Dia start tegur aku dulu. Heheehehe.. Pastu, she introduced herself and ask me am I UUM's student? Then, I said "Yup!" ( Ceyy, pmpuan ye, bukan lelaki. Heheheeh) Pastu nymbg2 la dgn dia, tnye dia soalan2 basi la jgk kan,'tgh buat apa?", "dh mkn ke blm?", n sbgnya. Aku kan baik orgnya. Ehem2! Pastu tiba2 dia tnya, "btl ke awak dh kawen?". Aku pun dgn buat2 muka terkejut, terkejut la sgt, aku pun jwb dgn jwpn yg blh dpt 10 marks~ "Belum lg la awak. Insya-Allah coming soon. Pray for us, k?" Pastu dia tnye la mcm2. n satu Q tu mmbuatkan aku aga terkesima seketika. "Awk dh ready ke nk kawen skrg mmndgkan usia awak msh muda remaja?". Pastu aku termenung sebentar n jwb soalan dia yg best tu. Aku jwb mcm ni, " Cepat atau lambat tu bukan mslhnya sekarang. Benda ni seme keje Allah kan? Jadi layankan saje apa yg Dia nk bagi. Kita ikut je la flow yg Dia bagi tu.." Pastu aku pesan kt dia, " Tnda2 wanita dirahmati Allah SWT salah satunya ialah, berkahwin awal." Pastu barula dia tau seme tu.. Hehehehe..
N now ini dia tnda2 wanita dirahmati Allah. So, berbahagialah kamu wahai wanita! Sesungguhnya Allah telah meletakkan darjat kamu yg plg tinggi di sisi-Nya berbanding lelaki.So, aku mmg bertuah dilahirkan mnjd perempuan! Alhamdulillah..


 3 tanda wanita itu dirahmati oleh Allah SWT : 

1) Bernikah awal 

2) Mahar murah
3) Mengandung awal

P.S : am I? Hopefully so. Amin. :)

:)

S.M.I.L.E !

Smiling is infectious,

you catch it like the flu,

When someone smiled at me today,

I started smiling too.

I passed around the corner

and someone saw my grin

When he smiled I realized

I'd passed it on to him.

I thought about that smile

then I realized its worth,

A single smile, just like mine

could travel round the earth.

So, if you feel a smile begin,

don't leave it undetected

Let's start an epidemic quick,

and get the world infected!

Everyone needs a smile!

^___^

 XD 
Ami~xoxo

Tumblr

Walking along the Tumblr sgt la best. Tgk fine of art, poems, vintage..

Ni antara gmbr2 favourite aku.

Enjoy urself!

:)

My Dearest Most Abang..

Tgh makan kerang dgn sambal. Bukan nk ajak sya kan?? Hohoho..:o

He loves cycling! Pasni aku kna cycling dgn dia slalu la.. Yeahhh!!

Bawak keta smbl tgkp gmbr ek? Nice pose dear..:)

Awat pose mcm tu? Leh pinjam cincin abg x? hehehe

 Salam wth.. Readers! Let me introduce my future husband. Ten ten!! Hehehe.. Is he look adorable? See his future wife la kan? Please bring ur plastic bag to vomit! Muahahahha.. U knw why I want to talk about this guy in my entry this time? Just want to share my happiness now. I'm really happy with him now, seriously from the deep inside of my heart! CROSS UR HEART 2X! He's really understanding, patient, caring, n mostly he ACCEPT ME AS THE WAY I AM. :) Sepanjang aku kenal dia, I'm very easy-going with him. He's so funny, always makes me laugh all the time.~ckit2 gelak smpai lenguh jaws aku. Hohoho.. The best thing about him is he is an artistic person. Jiwa dia begitu berseni. Same like me! Hehehe. Kitorg byk la persamaan dr segi rupa paras, prangai, kegedikan, n mcm2 lg la.. Feels like a gift from Allah SWT. ALHAMDULILLAH..:)
Apapun, I hope he will be my husband in future n forever. Hope this heart is just for u dear. ONLY YOU.. xxx

Abang, thanks 4 brighten my life like a sunshine. Love you, love you n love you more than you ever thought.
I want to be your BEST FRIEND,your LIFE, your SOUL and your WIFE, Mr. Hazizi Abd Rahman. :)

Yours truly,
Ami~xoxo

Ada Apa Dengan Webcam?

Berchatting dgn buah hati aku sorg nih! Hehehehe...

Nape nmpk hp bang? Adehh, kantoi sudahh!! Muahahahaaha

Ntah apa la yg disembangkan msa ni.. Hehhehe..<3

Salam wth.

These pictures were taken just now by my cik abg syg, ehem2!

Dia la nk tgkp sgt gmbr2 kitorg.

Adehh, dh la muka aku selekeh mcm hantu kak limah, hohoho.

Tp dia tgkp jgk. Layan..

Thanks abg sbb sgp layan sya yg berperangai childish ni, kuat gelak xhengat dunia, muahahhahhaa..

Semoga hubungan ini direstui oleh seme org n yg pntg Allah SWT. :)

Je t'aime abang! :)

Truly most,

Ami~xoxo